My Dear...

Dear Love Ones,

Just this morning when I woke up. I was thinking of all the things you had done for me over the past years and  thought I had better thank you while you could still read them.

I have to admit that there are times that I really wanna give up but remembering all the things you've done for me made me strong and not to give up from all the storms in life that comes. For the past few days I felt so empty and quitting. 

My Biological Brother Manoy Levin Jon: No matter how many times I failed in life, you were always there for me as my brother. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. I know I was never been a good brother to you but yet, you remain a loving brother. There’s no other love like the love you showed for me Manoy. Thank you for eating with me at Mc. Donald when I just wanna take the kids out. Wish we had enough time to spend together. I miss you Manoy. I love you so much with all my heart. Your the best brother. 

My Beautiful Mom

My Adopted Mom: Thank you for loving me. Thank you for taking care of me when I was in the hospital.Thank you for never giving up on me when I went through that dark period, when I shut every one out of my life. When loving me must have been like trying to hold a cactus. Thank you for loving me through all of my rejections of help and love. You led me to the Lord, and you taught me to pray, You showed me daily what a true Christian was  by the way you walked down your road of life.  You taught me the most valuable lesson in life, To face every problem or difficulty by dropping to your knees in payer.When Ate Hazel informed me that dad died then I called you to confirmed. And your last word were, just pray and ask God for strength. Mom, wish you were still here. I have to admit that I still need you mom. I want you to know that you're the best Mother that I have ever had. I thank God for giving me such a wonderful mom.

My Spiritual Brother Jairryver

My Spiritual Brother Jairryver in Cebu: Thank you for accepting me despite from all my weaknesses. When I am feeling low, you always found time to put a smile on my face. Thank you for always there for me whenever I needed someone to cry with. Thank you for acting very well to the indie film that I produced last September 2010. You helped me feel good about myself. Thank you for shopping with me in Ayala Mall. Thank you for eating with me in my favorite restaurant. Thank you for understanding, sometimes beyond your strength, for your invaluable help.Thank you for hugs, smiles, inside jokes, and memories. You are a blessings to me bro.

My Spiritual Family in Dumaguete

My Spiritual Family in Dumaguete City: Thank you for taking care of me. I miss you so much, there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. Thank you for serenading me on my birthday. All my life I knew that I am a rich man because I had you. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. Thank you for cooking my favorite Carbonarra. I know it wasn’t always easy but for loving me. I love you with all my heart.  

My Spiritual Family in Cornerstone in Cebu: Miles may separate us but my love for you will always remain. Thank you for being part of my life. Thank you for comforting me when I felt so down. When I needed someone to pour out all my depressions in life you were there to listen to me. Thank you for teaching me to moved on. Thank you for spending your holy week with me in Bantayan Island. Thank you for not condemning me when I lost my job as the Vice-President for Sales & Marketing in Mango Square Mall. Thank you for the inspiring message that I always received from you guys. I miss you.. tears...

To John, Lupe, Sheryl & Ran: Thank you for accepting me as your new friend. Thank you for helping me during the BABC family day. Thank you for teaching me to be strong again through the circumstances that you've gone through now. Thank you for the sweet memories. Thank you for opening doors for me when I needed someone to cry. Thank you for putting a smile on my face though it was hard for me to smile. Thank you for replacing the sad memories into a joy. Thank you for teaching me how to snorkel and see the beauty of the sea.Thank you for eating my mango float that I prepared. I just miss  you so much mars..

 

 

I am sure there were more things but these were the ones I remember most. Thanks for being such a great, big friend and family and role model to me. I really appreciate all you did for me. I love you with all my heart.

Yours,

 Joshua L. Pamalison